Loneliness Led Me To Addiction And Addiction Led Me To My Husband’s Cousin

Loneliness Led Me To Addiction And Addiction Led Me To My Husband's Cousin



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I have been married for almost eight years now. My husband; Tobore; is a Clergy man who works with less privileged in a Non-Governmental Organization (NGO). We met in the course of his work with the less privileged.

I met Tobore then as a young missionary who was freshly widowed. He was kind to me, preached to me and encouraged me to get on the right track of life. Two years later, we got married and we have a son; Tejiri; that is six years old now.

Being married to my husband is regrettably quiet and boring because he is completely enmeshed in his work as he is sold out to helping the less privileged. I am a full-time house wife but sometimes, I make people's hair if they come to me or they book appointments for my services.

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I started feeling lonely after marriage. My husband can spend days working on different NGO projects.

He hardly comes home. He is home only like twice in a month. I know, I signed up for this kind of life but I am a young woman and I miss the touch and warmth of a man; but, at the same time, not that of my husband. The reason I don't miss the touch of my husband is that when he is even at home, all he can do is less than three minutes of c€x because he is always tired, apparently from the stress of work. I feel frustrated but I try to live like that, just focusing on raising my child.

Then something happened one day while I was cleaning the entire house.

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As I was cleaning the guest room, I stumbled on my husband's old travel bag that had several old Video Compact Disks.

I started going through each one of them, they were mostly old movies. So, I kept them aside so that I could watch some of them anytime I was bored. That was how I watched some of the CDs days later. And then, one of them turned out to be a porn video. I was shocked because my husband is the last person I would think of that can ever watch such nonsense.

However, since I was home alone and I was practically Hot all the time, this CD became my companion. I would watch it everyday as soon as I dropped my son in school and masturbated afterwards. This gradually became a habit and indeed, an engrossing addiction. I just wanted to give myself pleasure and to forget being alone.

This was my secret for almost a year. It helped me cope with the lack of c£x in my marriage. Well, that was how it was, until my husband's cousin; Efe; came to drop some items he brought for us from the village. He was supposed to come the day before but he didn't, so when he showed up the next day, I was not expecting him.

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When he knocked on the door, I was watching my precious porn and I tried to switch it off but it was too late, the door swung open, and there, this young man came inside.

I struggled with the DVD's remote control to put off the damn video; but it was rather late, as he caught a glimpse of the 'blue film' and was clearly embarrassed, just as I was too. I told Efe I was sorry. From his gaze, I could deduce he was confused. He must have wondered why would I be watching such a thing. I naively told him because I was lonely and Hot all the time. He shrugged and told me its alright.

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I begged him not to tell anyone especially my husband. He agreed.

He dropped the yams and plantain he brought for us and was about to leave but he stopped. I wished he had quietly left that day. But no, he didn't. He turned and touched me. My body caught some shivers from his gentle touch.

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I could barely hear all what he mumbled to my ears. But I clearly heard him promising to take care of me, and relieve me of my loneliness and lack of c£x. I mustered a weak courage and told him 'no'; but he held me and started to rub his hands on me, from my cheeks down to my neck and shoulders. I knew I wouldn't be able to resist him any longer if his hands went further downwards towards my bre#sts and cl£avage.

Jeez… Deep inside me, I really wanted it,  but at the same time, I was trying hard to fight this temptation.

I kept telling him this was wrong because I am married but he said if I don't agree he will tell my husband. He kept rubbing me and his hands clasped my bre#sts. There and then, I knew I had lost the fight.

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He must have realized this too, because before I knew it, he was on top of me. I was wet already. This made Efe to have an easy penetration.

He told me to relax and enjoy all I have been missing from my husband. At this point, who am I not to relax and enjoy what I have been deprived of, all these while? He sucked my br#asts hungrily while pounding me with his huge

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